So not expected.

Yeah right

I am the one who want to come here , like so badly.

Yeah right,

I know I should not complain because this is the choice that I've made.

I AM SO PISSED OFF!

Don't you ever think that white people's country is so freaking awesome.

I paid so much money just to come here

and now I am 

suffering.

Alright, not exactly. 

JUST THAT I AM SO NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY.

WHY?

Let me tell you why, this whole work and travel program thing is a piece of shit!

YOU HEAR ME?

IT'S A PIECE OF SHIT!

Okay, first of all.

The very first week of work,

I was told to do the cleaning work.

yeah under the damn hot sun.

that was fine, since everybody else are doing it too.

things got worse after that,

- Always ask to go home earlier than I am supposed to be,got lesser working hours compare to the other.

- Always ask to do bag checking, which is the worst spot ever.

- Always got scolded by some retarded guests at bag check.
eg, fucking idiot, fucking etc etc.

- Have to stand under the freaking hot sun doing bag checking.

There was once, I was told to do bag check alone! At such busy day, I have to do it alone, and there was no job rotation at all, I was checking people's bags for the whole freaking morning, I couldn't stand it any more and in the end I passed out.

for the very first time in my life, I fainted.

and I was sent to first aid, they said I was dehydrated.

WTF

-Been here for so long, never got a chance to be at the register,

whereas, other people have a chance to do it.

Why is that all the bad things happen to me?

Is it because I am asian?

Why I wasn't told that I have to do this before I came?

In fact, admission is not the job that I want at the first place.

Prejudice

Discrimination

Racism

so bias 

NOW IT'S MY TURN TO SAY

FUCK YOU

to all the people that have caused me pain!

and you know what,

the place where I am staying now,

is full of bed bugs!

FYI

bed·bug also bed bug (bdbg)

A wingless odorous insect (Cimex lectularius) with a flat reddish body that infests dwellings and bedding and feeds on human blood. Also called regionally chinch, chinch bug

FML

FUCK AMERICA!

FUCK OBAMA!

American Idiot

Oh yeah,

RACISTS HUH?

Hey, 

welcome to America,

speak English. 

What is your fucking problem, 

can't you hear that I am speaking your fucking language?

bitch!

Hey,

cook me my Chinese food.

go fuck yourself. retards.

night scene @ random street in Wildwood.

Just realised that my current financial situation is kinda depressing.

I got the least of hours among my friends, and I couldn't find a freaking second job.

and he said, "Why do you look so steady?"

dumb-ass question.

Seriously I have no mood in planning where to travel right after this.

I don't wanna end up in such a huge debts.

Music helps in cheering me up.

miss my guitar so so much.

CLICK HERE!

Niagara Falls

Could you see just how happy I am?

Seriously this trip had costed me a fortune.

 one lucky shot!

 the beauty of nature, more than words could ever describe.

on the day before we left,

early in the morning, I heard someone saying,

" Results are out! "

motherfuck.

FYI

If you wanna chat with me on facebook chat/ msn/ whatever shit messenger

Just to ask me about my result,

I have one word for you.

FUCK YOU

oh, that's 2 words huh?

FUCKYOU

are you happy now ?

dare you call me dumbass one more time

and we shall see.

You can't speak my language!

Does anyone notice that I've disappeared?

    Oh hell yeah baby.

So, I've been away from my own country for my very first time.

My current condition, so far so good.

Everything is so different in USA, and I was like "WaOW"

Well, my job is not that bad, I mean overall.

Sometimes, it is suck. 
and I manage to meet a bunch of people from all over the world.
how awesome is that. It does help me to overcome my social phobia.
Seriously, I do improve a lot!


but I am not sure the other people may think that I am odd or not,
you know, since I am acting weird all the time.
Can't be helped, that is just the way I am.

Here's the photo album where you can have a look at:

Click here!

Scissors, paper, stone

Tomorrow I'll be leaving Malaysia,

alone, for the very first time.

Well, not exactly alone, 

still have my friends with me.

Busying packing and stuff. sniff sniff.

My blog is getting dusty, need updates urgently!

So yeah, did I told ya' that I'd been to Pangkor Island for 2011 new year countdown?

and that's one of the bloody excuse that I'd failed my Applied Psychology exam in my semester 1 finals? Did I? 

Never mind, doesn't matter anymore, 

Semester 2 results won't be any better though,

even though I didn't go out.

So yeah, Here are the photographs that I'd taken,

and now it's already like the middle of the year. tsk tsk.

Wow, a lucky shot! 

Hornbill ! so national geographic!

Black and white. A sense of Nostalgia...

No.174, Haunted? LOLs, I love the filter effect!

This is classic, I don't think you can see any of these in KL nowadays.

nobody writes anymore, letters are gonna extinct soon. how sad.

alright that's all folks!

Time never wait

“ Time goes by so fast, 

people go in and out of your life. 

You must never miss the opportunity 

to tell these people 

how much they mean to you. ”

but I never told them, 

because I thought they knew.

nothing lasts forever.

-------------------------

OK, enough of those emotional things.

OH yeah, so, time flies. as usual.

end of semester 2, end of Year 1.

I always tell myself not to do things at the very last minute,

but still, I never changed.

“We say we waste time,

 but that is impossible. 

We waste ourselves.”

oh well, I guess my results will be a total piece of shit.

blaming no one but myself.

YOGA FOR JAPAN

Woah,

I updated 3 posts one shot!

so freaking cool.

Today I managed to get my lazy ass off the bed at 

6:00 am

so darn proud of myself!

Manasa yoga had organized this wonderful charitable event 

at Tropicana club house.

alright, LOL, felicia and Me with my acne face!

garrrr~!! 

Miss ho is the camera woman!

Busy-body

Hmm, 

what have I done in the past few weeks?

being a photographer for Careers fair 

and the Inter-uni Business Tycoon Stimulation Game.

make me realised that there's still a lot of things that I need to learn.

was awesome though.

and else did i do ?

went shopping loh 

twice... Can't remember when.. 

Sigh, cash outflow no inflow.

 1st time was pavilion, 2nd time was sg wang, 

with Jeanette, was good though!

and celebrated her b'day at Full House, but i don't have any of the pictures,

wait , let me grabbed one from my friend, Shin.

AH HAH!

 My friend, Shin Ee and I

Oh yeah, I kissed Zoe.

LOL

"I kissed a girl and I liked it, 

the taste of her cherry chapstick"

 - Katy Perry

and now I need to find a boyfriend asap so that people will not think that I am actually a lesbian oh whatever like I freaking care so you can just say whatever you like loh in the end and I will not say a thing about it....


Oh one last thing, our Mr.DJ cooked us spaghetti!

 ........




TEEHEE!